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What is Gray Area ?? It is a place or situation that is not clear for me. It is not black, it is not white, just gray. Maybe our friendship has meet its hard time. Or maybe not that hard but the people itself are making it so hard to be solved. I don't know what to do. I'm in gray area now. When I said sorry, my apologize is just like a wind and not that important. Or maybe I'm the one who think too hard.

Actually, I care about you. But maybe you just don't realize it. Maybe because I'm not that important to you. On the other side, you are still important for me.

I never walk behind you. I never walk in front of you. I always walk beside you. Like the others, too. But maybe you just don't see me. I never go anywhere.

I don't know if you think about this or not. It is just my thought. Maybe you will laugh and say that I'm too melancholic. But it is my opinion. There is no right or wrong.

I'm sorry for everything that I've done that hurt you. Maybe you think that I no longer your best friend anymore but I never think about that.

I'm sorry for being such a bad friend for you. I learn from that. But I have one question for you. Have you being a good friend, too ?